dear incoming at home diary,
i've been writing like i used to once more. i think that is hilarious. i can sit down and write about the curtains again. for a while i couldn't get near the keyboard and now i feel as if i want to write all day. sniveling and drivelling gives me a sense of relief i cant find hardly anywhere else and records my thoughts for later examination. keeping this journal for this entire year has not always been fun and certainly not easy, but it fucking paid off. in more ways than one. it has paid off in six ways, seven if you count the fact that i have now proven to myself that i can be consistently consistent for an entire year at something even when there is nothing. the biggest part of me doesn't want to stop blogging but i don't want to be forty one anymore. there are times i despise the word whore.
i've been writing like i used to once more. i think that is hilarious. i can sit down and write about the curtains again. for a while i couldn't get near the keyboard and now i feel as if i want to write all day. sniveling and drivelling gives me a sense of relief i cant find hardly anywhere else and records my thoughts for later examination. keeping this journal for this entire year has not always been fun and certainly not easy, but it fucking paid off. in more ways than one. it has paid off in six ways, seven if you count the fact that i have now proven to myself that i can be consistently consistent for an entire year at something even when there is nothing. the biggest part of me doesn't want to stop blogging but i don't want to be forty one anymore. there are times i despise the word whore.
