dear mind made up diary,
dreaming every single night this week about the same piece of shit has brought to my attention other marvelous revelations i wasn't ready to address. it is funny how things can resurface without authorization or command. maybe i really am just coming to the closure of it all, which i have so long desired. i know it is not all coming back to life and in the end i think that is what ultimately matters. i feel more shame than resentment at this point. there is no tangible need for revenge anymore. at least i know who i was mad at most and that is the information i most needed to find.
dreaming every single night this week about the same piece of shit has brought to my attention other marvelous revelations i wasn't ready to address. it is funny how things can resurface without authorization or command. maybe i really am just coming to the closure of it all, which i have so long desired. i know it is not all coming back to life and in the end i think that is what ultimately matters. i feel more shame than resentment at this point. there is no tangible need for revenge anymore. at least i know who i was mad at most and that is the information i most needed to find.
