dear clues of blues diary,
hum. someone seems sad tonight, and im laughing but still sorry. laughing because you're going through hell and you deserve every minute and sorry it took me so long to figure that out. why would you want to kill anyone else- you should want to kill yourself- nobody did this to you my friend- you did a great job on your own. all the fucking hours i spent listening to you cry- all the times i defended you- saying you were such a wonderful guy- all the times i saved your ass- omfg it never did end- all the years i thought at least you would always and forever be my friend. you used me like i have never been used in my entire fucking life- and you never had intentions of leaving your cuntface wife. and that really is what she is- so fucking ugly to the core, and i may be worthless and nothing but a whore- but i will never be that ugly- not even on my worst day- and how you could trade my love for that- i know that you are gay. and when you didn't go to shelley's funeral- i knew then you were evil- because not saying goodbye to someone you loved BECAUSE YOU'RE WIFE MIGHT GET MAD is fucking- well i don't know what that is really- but its wrong and weak- and YOU'RE A GOD DANG HERO? maybe you'll run into a fire one day and maybe you wont come out. your cuntface wife will come to your funeral- to make sure the check GETS MADE OUT.
hum. someone seems sad tonight, and im laughing but still sorry. laughing because you're going through hell and you deserve every minute and sorry it took me so long to figure that out. why would you want to kill anyone else- you should want to kill yourself- nobody did this to you my friend- you did a great job on your own. all the fucking hours i spent listening to you cry- all the times i defended you- saying you were such a wonderful guy- all the times i saved your ass- omfg it never did end- all the years i thought at least you would always and forever be my friend. you used me like i have never been used in my entire fucking life- and you never had intentions of leaving your cuntface wife. and that really is what she is- so fucking ugly to the core, and i may be worthless and nothing but a whore- but i will never be that ugly- not even on my worst day- and how you could trade my love for that- i know that you are gay. and when you didn't go to shelley's funeral- i knew then you were evil- because not saying goodbye to someone you loved BECAUSE YOU'RE WIFE MIGHT GET MAD is fucking- well i don't know what that is really- but its wrong and weak- and YOU'RE A GOD DANG HERO? maybe you'll run into a fire one day and maybe you wont come out. your cuntface wife will come to your funeral- to make sure the check GETS MADE OUT.
