January 21, 2011

when your ears (hang low)


dear this is what i found now diary,


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You didn't live my Life (even if you observed it)

Date: 2011-01-21, 6:08PM CST


Because HATE is always stronger than love, sis. HATE makes the world go 'round. If I could expiate it by being allowed to KILL those who planted and nurtured, I would...but, it's post Bonnie and Clyde, and I don't even get to do that. So, Hell!--Right?

BTW, "old" is chronology, Not a state of mind. One day, like Sugar Ray Robinson said, "...you wake up, and you done slid." I HATE Life. It wasn't always this way. But, there's no Reset button and no "do-over's", and at this point, there's no turning back.

The best part of the whole deal is, I have Insurance (as you know). So, what do I care, in the finale? I know I Will...but, I don't, now. And, I won't. It's simply too late for that.

So, keep watching the headlines, poppet! Local and regional, of course. I'm not into celebrities. They haven't hurt me. All they've done is preen. We all have a right to that. 
 
k, now, there are some words i've yet to define, words i've never used in that context. like, preen and sugar ray robinson and what he said- i don't even know who he is. and wtf is a poppet- ima look that up really fast, and i havent seen many movies- so ima have to watch bonnie and clyde i guess. im not even for certain if this little note was for me- but i think it kinda was cuz i reposted the adult bookstore with 619. lol. i thought that was fucking funny as shit and still fuckin do. i don't hate my fuckin life- i just wish id never met you. wonder why?