dear darker nights diary,
i can close my eyes, but the lights don't ever go away. it is never really quiet inside of my head. even when it is totally quiet in my bed. i look forward to the day- when some of the lights and noises go away. my heart sometimes cries when it remembers the shame. my mind echos when i hear that name. all of this is still so fresh and i am expected to do my best. and i do. i am. i just want to snap. i should not have all the fault in my lap.
i can close my eyes, but the lights don't ever go away. it is never really quiet inside of my head. even when it is totally quiet in my bed. i look forward to the day- when some of the lights and noises go away. my heart sometimes cries when it remembers the shame. my mind echos when i hear that name. all of this is still so fresh and i am expected to do my best. and i do. i am. i just want to snap. i should not have all the fault in my lap.
