dear staring down the barrel of monkeys diary,
i love playing with babies. my favorite age of an infant baby is four months to about seven months- then you can have 'em. really tho- i'd sign up for newborn to fifteen months- then throw 'em to the wolves. you know too- by the time they are fifteen months if they are gunna be keepers. i knew both of mine were- but my oldest i knew was gunna be a toughie. and he was- but you know- my youngest gave me a whirl- out of nowhere too- but he mimicked his older brothers' behaviors and- well- that didn't work out so well for him. but you have to give the young lad credit for trying. i did anyway. he should be an actor. he learned his lines well. he just never fit the part. i kindof wish i'd had another baby- but i'm glad i had the brains not to. we talked about it- several times- but the risk of having a girl was to great. afterall, a girl was all i ever wanted- in the beginning. but seeing the faces of my two boys- knowing the world was more slanted with male opportunities- knowing how much more i could have had if i'd had a dick to hold onto during dinner- to dress up in little capes and costumes- i was and still am satisfied with my choices. two strong capable and honest- funny- caring- witty- talented-smart- gorgeous- MEN now, one for the women and one for- well we aren't sure yet- nevertheless- i love my children and who they have both become. but i am glad i didn't have any dumb girls.
i love playing with babies. my favorite age of an infant baby is four months to about seven months- then you can have 'em. really tho- i'd sign up for newborn to fifteen months- then throw 'em to the wolves. you know too- by the time they are fifteen months if they are gunna be keepers. i knew both of mine were- but my oldest i knew was gunna be a toughie. and he was- but you know- my youngest gave me a whirl- out of nowhere too- but he mimicked his older brothers' behaviors and- well- that didn't work out so well for him. but you have to give the young lad credit for trying. i did anyway. he should be an actor. he learned his lines well. he just never fit the part. i kindof wish i'd had another baby- but i'm glad i had the brains not to. we talked about it- several times- but the risk of having a girl was to great. afterall, a girl was all i ever wanted- in the beginning. but seeing the faces of my two boys- knowing the world was more slanted with male opportunities- knowing how much more i could have had if i'd had a dick to hold onto during dinner- to dress up in little capes and costumes- i was and still am satisfied with my choices. two strong capable and honest- funny- caring- witty- talented-smart- gorgeous- MEN now, one for the women and one for- well we aren't sure yet- nevertheless- i love my children and who they have both become. but i am glad i didn't have any dumb girls.
