February 4, 2011

i swear (op 10/29/10)


dear glazed over diary,

I WAS STARSTRUCK. AND YOU PEOPLE WANT TO KEEP CHASTISING ME? THE PROMISES, THE LIES, THE YEARS MAN, AND NOW ALL OF HIS WIFES LIES, AFTER I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE TO THE ALMIGHTY WITCH ON FEBRUARY 6, 2010.

I'M OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS ON HOW A REASONABLE PERSON WOULD ACT AFTER,
A: CONTRACTING AN STD,
B: FINDING OUT FROM A POLICE OFFICER THAT THE CITY EMPLOYEE HAD MULTIPLE AFFAIRS WHILE YOU WERE "AFFAIRING,"
C: BEING PERSECUTED AND ACCUSED OF STUPID JUVENILE (AND I DO MEAN JUVENILE) THINGS,
D; I'M THE ONE WHO ENDED THE RELATIONSHIP AND NOW I'M A DEFENDANT IN COURT-AND HES SCARED TO BE WITHOUT ME?
E: HIS WIFE IS JUST SO PISSED THAT I MADE HIM SO HAPPY FOR SO LONG AND GAVE HER ALL THOSE EXTRA YEARS SHE WOULDN'T HAVE HAD WITH HIM WITHOUT MY FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE MORE THAN ANYTHING- THAT'S WHAT WE WERE- BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE WAS FRIENDS- I DIDN'T LIKE HIS SEX- IT WAS ICKY- FROM THE START. 100% BUT HE WAS SO PREOCCUPIED WITH IT- I MOSTLY LET HIM JACK OFF AND KISSED HIM WHILE HE DUN IT. LOL LIL BEAN BAGGER HE WAS