dear making decisions sucks donkey dick diary,
i hafta defuckingcide whether or not to paint my nails. then i hafta defuckingcide what color to use. and all that. then i hafta defuckingcide whether or not driveling is more important or less important than drooling over my nails allfuckingday tomorrow- or if i can just meddle on through with the same red i've had on since sunday. the thrill of brazil. everything is on my terms. but i'll miss you guys. i will. or i mean i would- if i painted. i need to. i think i am tho. i know you'll be here when i get done. you always have been before. right?
i hafta defuckingcide whether or not to paint my nails. then i hafta defuckingcide what color to use. and all that. then i hafta defuckingcide whether or not driveling is more important or less important than drooling over my nails allfuckingday tomorrow- or if i can just meddle on through with the same red i've had on since sunday. the thrill of brazil. everything is on my terms. but i'll miss you guys. i will. or i mean i would- if i painted. i need to. i think i am tho. i know you'll be here when i get done. you always have been before. right?
