dear captian obvious diary,
i haven't written in you for awhile. maybe it's time. it is becoming painfully more clear that either i am really really fucked up in my head about some of my fundamental CORE ideas- or people out there in the world are living in a dreamworld much different than mine- because i am accepting of the realities we all live with- and not afraid to speak about them- and to not state how i feel- would be submitting like everyone else- and i choose not to live in "la-la-land." i've seen our justice system WORK AND FAIL first hand- it is a miserable joke- i've seen the favoritism white people get over blacks- white men get over women- boys over girls. i've seen the difference in attitudes from men AND WOMEN when i have my make-up on and when i don't- and i hate it. i don't need eyeliner on to be pretty- i should be treated the same when i am ugly as when i am not so ugly. dye your hair blue, miss sue- go to church dumb lady at the end of my table- do whatever society tells you to do- whatever it is that you are able. sit back and follow along- but in the end if you need some assistance- i will stick up for you. ima be the one voice to stand for what i believe is right. i don't ever mean for my words to cause a fight. but when i give an inch to people and they take a mile- it doesn't matter if you are white or black- you ain't gettin a smile.
i haven't written in you for awhile. maybe it's time. it is becoming painfully more clear that either i am really really fucked up in my head about some of my fundamental CORE ideas- or people out there in the world are living in a dreamworld much different than mine- because i am accepting of the realities we all live with- and not afraid to speak about them- and to not state how i feel- would be submitting like everyone else- and i choose not to live in "la-la-land." i've seen our justice system WORK AND FAIL first hand- it is a miserable joke- i've seen the favoritism white people get over blacks- white men get over women- boys over girls. i've seen the difference in attitudes from men AND WOMEN when i have my make-up on and when i don't- and i hate it. i don't need eyeliner on to be pretty- i should be treated the same when i am ugly as when i am not so ugly. dye your hair blue, miss sue- go to church dumb lady at the end of my table- do whatever society tells you to do- whatever it is that you are able. sit back and follow along- but in the end if you need some assistance- i will stick up for you. ima be the one voice to stand for what i believe is right. i don't ever mean for my words to cause a fight. but when i give an inch to people and they take a mile- it doesn't matter if you are white or black- you ain't gettin a smile.
