March 23, 2011

gifted or nuts

dear what is a bizarre thought diary,

you are telling me then that if you are fucked up in your head that you're done? that's it for you? i mean- weren't there a bunch of talented painters and artists that were fucking nuts? you gotta be skewed in one way or another to be gifted. savants are, so why not artists? humm, now that is a thought. when you think about it- it's a mastermind plan- being crazy. it would be a relief to know the world didn't depend on you. how often do you have to be crazy to qualify? hourly? there is no place like home- even when you have no place to call home. i remember a time when i didn't have a home- but i didn't feel crazy- we just fucked in the car. tonight is a fun nite. i should have got two cakes. we ate that whole cake already. now that is crazy.