dear ima about ready to tell a big secret diary,
i've never been more impressed with the way things seem to square up on their own without the help of outside influence. if you think about it- what i said is true- if you lose a dollar today- you may find two tomorrow. i think it helps to mentally see yourself doing whatever it is you want to happen too- but we've all heard that before. i practice doing it tho. i really do. sometimes it plays out JUST like i imagined- and most of the time- it's so much better. my mom taught me to think ahead- but i don't think she meant to the extent of which i do. sometimes i will obsess- but not often. that usually happens before shows or auditions. i'm not going to let it happen with my upcoming interview. ima be relaxed and go with the flow. ima blow their socks off- hopefully i'll at least get a callback- but you never know. every time i don't do this- everybody says, "girl you should have done that this year," and so ima do it. i really am.
i've never been more impressed with the way things seem to square up on their own without the help of outside influence. if you think about it- what i said is true- if you lose a dollar today- you may find two tomorrow. i think it helps to mentally see yourself doing whatever it is you want to happen too- but we've all heard that before. i practice doing it tho. i really do. sometimes it plays out JUST like i imagined- and most of the time- it's so much better. my mom taught me to think ahead- but i don't think she meant to the extent of which i do. sometimes i will obsess- but not often. that usually happens before shows or auditions. i'm not going to let it happen with my upcoming interview. ima be relaxed and go with the flow. ima blow their socks off- hopefully i'll at least get a callback- but you never know. every time i don't do this- everybody says, "girl you should have done that this year," and so ima do it. i really am.
