dear i am always the last to know diary,
fucking ronnie james dio died on my birthday last year i think- sos that's prolly why i am always the last to know everything. it was the final clue for me. i'll have the message sent in a bottle and they'll crack it over your head when it gets there. putting theory into practice can be a challenge sometimes. i recruit all types of ultimate drama before i make any ultimate decision. my brain releases chemical hormones that act as a swat team when i'm around extreme drama. so when a message is delivered- my mind depends on that sudden onset of drama to get my mind working- otherwise i may lose composure during this process and my legs will shake and- i'll chicken out. stress can be a great stimulant- and if you practice over and over in your mind how you will create this drama- it becomes easy to give an oscar winning performance. panic is long since gone after you forget that you've induced the arousal on your own terms- and not on terms unknown. mind games. MIND GAMES. you see things and do things you that aren't really there and that you wouldn't really do.
fucking ronnie james dio died on my birthday last year i think- sos that's prolly why i am always the last to know everything. it was the final clue for me. i'll have the message sent in a bottle and they'll crack it over your head when it gets there. putting theory into practice can be a challenge sometimes. i recruit all types of ultimate drama before i make any ultimate decision. my brain releases chemical hormones that act as a swat team when i'm around extreme drama. so when a message is delivered- my mind depends on that sudden onset of drama to get my mind working- otherwise i may lose composure during this process and my legs will shake and- i'll chicken out. stress can be a great stimulant- and if you practice over and over in your mind how you will create this drama- it becomes easy to give an oscar winning performance. panic is long since gone after you forget that you've induced the arousal on your own terms- and not on terms unknown. mind games. MIND GAMES. you see things and do things you that aren't really there and that you wouldn't really do.
