dear just knowing diary,
really, when you get down to it, there is nothing on this earth that is more satisfying to me- than being a whore. not right now anyways. when i write- it is just like performing sometimes, i need an audience. if there is no audience- there is no show. i feed on the faces of the people i am talking to- and when typing, i close my eyes when i am pecking away and there they are- plain as day. i'm not going to even try and lie- it wouldn't do any good- by now- everyone knows- i see cuntface a whole lot. i sometimes spend hours upon hours with the bitch. which is freaky odd to me- the fact that i NEVER dream about her. that is the epitome of leaving my work at 'home.' this woman (word used lightly) has given me more inspiration and satisfaction than i could have ever dreamed imaginable. seeing her face in my head takes me to another conscious level i wouldn't even try to begin to describe- not in words. i know now- i was supposed to be a whore. i am good at it. she blames me for the t-total destruction of all she knew. but- i was one of many. i was one of many. i took the blame for us all. i am the face of the whore union- the voice for all of us. and it's a fucking damned ass shame that man's DICK WAS SO FUCKING SMALL. meeting adjourned.
really, when you get down to it, there is nothing on this earth that is more satisfying to me- than being a whore. not right now anyways. when i write- it is just like performing sometimes, i need an audience. if there is no audience- there is no show. i feed on the faces of the people i am talking to- and when typing, i close my eyes when i am pecking away and there they are- plain as day. i'm not going to even try and lie- it wouldn't do any good- by now- everyone knows- i see cuntface a whole lot. i sometimes spend hours upon hours with the bitch. which is freaky odd to me- the fact that i NEVER dream about her. that is the epitome of leaving my work at 'home.' this woman (word used lightly) has given me more inspiration and satisfaction than i could have ever dreamed imaginable. seeing her face in my head takes me to another conscious level i wouldn't even try to begin to describe- not in words. i know now- i was supposed to be a whore. i am good at it. she blames me for the t-total destruction of all she knew. but- i was one of many. i was one of many. i took the blame for us all. i am the face of the whore union- the voice for all of us. and it's a fucking damned ass shame that man's DICK WAS SO FUCKING SMALL. meeting adjourned.
