dear warm weather and disneyland dreams diary,
when the temperature outside rises- it always makes me dream about going to disneyland. which is what i have done since i last wrote a post to go on here- but not since one was published- but whatever. in my dream- i couldn't find the car- couldn't remember where i had parked the bitch- so i just started yelling for it. only, i wasn't just yelling in my dream anymore- i was yelling in my bed, and both the dogs came to see what the matter was. so now i am up again- and the car ain't lost- and i'm not at disneyland either. but i am up, at a decent hour- just like i wanted too. fuck. usually i wake up to 65 thousand text messages- today- not one. all my people must be dead- no calls either. strange- even stranger- it is my favorite day of the week and everyone knows that. but given i usually don't get up this early- maybe everyone thinks i am asleep. i want so badly to put a plant outside- but i know it isn't time yet. God will tell me when it is. i think the cactus could go out- but i'll wait yet for the word. i saw frost on the grass- i think yesterday- it ain't time yet. i still think all my cactus would be ok- but ima wait another week or two. i cant wait to get all these plants out of my house. next winter ima have to do something different.
when the temperature outside rises- it always makes me dream about going to disneyland. which is what i have done since i last wrote a post to go on here- but not since one was published- but whatever. in my dream- i couldn't find the car- couldn't remember where i had parked the bitch- so i just started yelling for it. only, i wasn't just yelling in my dream anymore- i was yelling in my bed, and both the dogs came to see what the matter was. so now i am up again- and the car ain't lost- and i'm not at disneyland either. but i am up, at a decent hour- just like i wanted too. fuck. usually i wake up to 65 thousand text messages- today- not one. all my people must be dead- no calls either. strange- even stranger- it is my favorite day of the week and everyone knows that. but given i usually don't get up this early- maybe everyone thinks i am asleep. i want so badly to put a plant outside- but i know it isn't time yet. God will tell me when it is. i think the cactus could go out- but i'll wait yet for the word. i saw frost on the grass- i think yesterday- it ain't time yet. i still think all my cactus would be ok- but ima wait another week or two. i cant wait to get all these plants out of my house. next winter ima have to do something different.
