dear waking up still wanting to sleep diary,
yep. that's what happened. i woke up, but i didn't wanta wake up. now i am up. and not happy at all. seems like everything i am pissed off about is right at my forehead just waititn to be addressed. nothing pisses me off more that things that pissed me off before, but i cant do much about it now, so i wait til something can be done about it, because even tho i cant do anything, my friend Karma can, and promised me something is and will be done. i wait. and wait. it's cool tho. part of the satisfaction of knowing how good it will be is waiting- playing over and over in my mind the different ways it could work out. anticipation. the tease. i think that is what makes the ultimate whore. doing what the papers say i cant until the papers say i can- is all i want to do. why is that? prolly cuz i just paid all that money to be able to receive direction.
yep. that's what happened. i woke up, but i didn't wanta wake up. now i am up. and not happy at all. seems like everything i am pissed off about is right at my forehead just waititn to be addressed. nothing pisses me off more that things that pissed me off before, but i cant do much about it now, so i wait til something can be done about it, because even tho i cant do anything, my friend Karma can, and promised me something is and will be done. i wait. and wait. it's cool tho. part of the satisfaction of knowing how good it will be is waiting- playing over and over in my mind the different ways it could work out. anticipation. the tease. i think that is what makes the ultimate whore. doing what the papers say i cant until the papers say i can- is all i want to do. why is that? prolly cuz i just paid all that money to be able to receive direction.
