March 25, 2011

siZZLe pop

dear taking away that from that diary,

you sure wont be left with much, in my opinion, but i am glad you found what you have anyway. i am sure most everybody is these days. i could be wrong tho- who knows. who cares? i don't know why i still do. cut that in half and what remains? about a quarter of a heart of the third of heart that was there when i knew you- so wow- that much. the more i try to hold back what i feel- the more i am ashamed for everything. i can still feel your breath on my neck when we made love, i wanna burn my eyes out for remembering how i looked deeply into your soul- how i knew that you loved me. i was wrong. i've never been so wrong in my life. take away the mistake i made from that- i wouldn't know you.