dear that little noise you make diary,
i know you cant read this, but ima write it anyway in hopes that with all the technological advances maybe in the years to come- somehow you will- or one just like you will- and then they will know how much i loved you. cuz i do- more than anything. the way you make that sigh noise when you are comfortable- oh God- it tears me apart. it's the way you lay your arm over your mouth when you sleep. it's the way you let me hold you so tightly against my breast. it's the way you let me sleep with a fist full of your skin. baby it is the way you look at me in the morning. it is the way your skin smells behind your ears. it's the way you always want to go to bed when i do- even when we just got up. and it's the way you stay with me til i fall asleep and then sneak away- and sneak back before i wake up again. i know you dream about me. i dream about you. thank you for loving me becky. i fucking love the fuck out of you.
i know you cant read this, but ima write it anyway in hopes that with all the technological advances maybe in the years to come- somehow you will- or one just like you will- and then they will know how much i loved you. cuz i do- more than anything. the way you make that sigh noise when you are comfortable- oh God- it tears me apart. it's the way you lay your arm over your mouth when you sleep. it's the way you let me hold you so tightly against my breast. it's the way you let me sleep with a fist full of your skin. baby it is the way you look at me in the morning. it is the way your skin smells behind your ears. it's the way you always want to go to bed when i do- even when we just got up. and it's the way you stay with me til i fall asleep and then sneak away- and sneak back before i wake up again. i know you dream about me. i dream about you. thank you for loving me becky. i fucking love the fuck out of you.
