dear simple fact diary,
your opinions don't matter so much anymore, so i like to refer to myself as a whore. you have called me that at times- so i don't feel i am out of line. i know what the word means- i know to how the world i seem. i really don't care what anyone thinks- my boat is sturdy- it will never sink. i like to think of myself that way- it somehow corrects that one mistake i made. falling love with a man whore like him- was in fact my greatest sin. taking this blame on myself- doesn't exclude me or take me from guilt's shelf- but somehow does rid me from the extra pain- just by wearing the nasty name. it is all because of you- at least that part of the lie is through.
your opinions don't matter so much anymore, so i like to refer to myself as a whore. you have called me that at times- so i don't feel i am out of line. i know what the word means- i know to how the world i seem. i really don't care what anyone thinks- my boat is sturdy- it will never sink. i like to think of myself that way- it somehow corrects that one mistake i made. falling love with a man whore like him- was in fact my greatest sin. taking this blame on myself- doesn't exclude me or take me from guilt's shelf- but somehow does rid me from the extra pain- just by wearing the nasty name. it is all because of you- at least that part of the lie is through.
