March 6, 2011

whoremaster

dear feelings of mine diary,

every feeling that i have ever had rolled through my head tonight. you tricked me. i didn't even like you. it was so strange- it all changed so fast. you know what i mean. for so long i assumed you were my future. for so long- you were my today. then for reasons i have yet to understand fully- it went beyond wherever it was supposed to go- i was nothing but your whore and calling you out was the most outstanding thing i have ever done. perhaps the only thing i'd have done different- was done what i did so much earlier in time.