dear every complication diary,
would it be that difficult to schedule trains for nighttime only? that way less people get fucked with during the day of traffic? or i dunno. i will just fucking stay in and go out at night then when there are less trains. problem solved. i have lived and worked around things my whole life. i guess that is why things that come with their little problems don't bother me like they would some people. a spot on a banana- a dent on a car- a wife- those are the kinds of things we can work around. but to flush away the care of the day is something i cant forget about. i am not a romantic person and that is not by choice. if i felt romance to share i think i could get into that lifestyle again- but to start all over it feels so wrong here and i don't know where to begin.
would it be that difficult to schedule trains for nighttime only? that way less people get fucked with during the day of traffic? or i dunno. i will just fucking stay in and go out at night then when there are less trains. problem solved. i have lived and worked around things my whole life. i guess that is why things that come with their little problems don't bother me like they would some people. a spot on a banana- a dent on a car- a wife- those are the kinds of things we can work around. but to flush away the care of the day is something i cant forget about. i am not a romantic person and that is not by choice. if i felt romance to share i think i could get into that lifestyle again- but to start all over it feels so wrong here and i don't know where to begin.
