dear anticipation of a nap diary,
don't let anyone ever tell you that napping ain't as good as sex. because even just knowing in a few minutes i will be asleep is sending shivers up and down my spine. i cant wait to be held be my pillow- comforted by my blanket, loved by becky. i love feeling whole. it is the only place it happens besides here. then, when i wake up- i feel entirely put together- until i slowly start to unravel. then ima big frizz ball. then back to bed- to re-mesh. then up again to make sense of it all. i am about to expire. done here. night.
don't let anyone ever tell you that napping ain't as good as sex. because even just knowing in a few minutes i will be asleep is sending shivers up and down my spine. i cant wait to be held be my pillow- comforted by my blanket, loved by becky. i love feeling whole. it is the only place it happens besides here. then, when i wake up- i feel entirely put together- until i slowly start to unravel. then ima big frizz ball. then back to bed- to re-mesh. then up again to make sense of it all. i am about to expire. done here. night.
