dear do you want me to put it back in there diary,
i took a bath yesterday. did a little tree trimmin- if you know what i mean- a little bush whackin. now i have to wear a belt again. yeah. that's somethin to think about. i think i have changed so much over the last couple three years. i look back and remember how weak i was- and it wasn't that long ago. i really was pathetic. i can see how easily i was taken advantage of. i was all toooo eager and not much of a challenge- on top of being borderline desperate and lacking self worth- i was ripe for the picking. i fell into the arms of a waiting predator- is what i did. 2008. i woke up. actually, it was december 12, 2007, lol, bob barker's birthday. i can almost remember the time, it was around 4:30PM here. i knew my world had to change. i knew it was gunna change. i knew i had a little time. i had til feburary. it was one of those things i never thought would happen- but it did. i let fate make the final decision for me- and she did. one dream put an end to another dream. but when you chase a rainbow- sometimes you find skittles.
i took a bath yesterday. did a little tree trimmin- if you know what i mean- a little bush whackin. now i have to wear a belt again. yeah. that's somethin to think about. i think i have changed so much over the last couple three years. i look back and remember how weak i was- and it wasn't that long ago. i really was pathetic. i can see how easily i was taken advantage of. i was all toooo eager and not much of a challenge- on top of being borderline desperate and lacking self worth- i was ripe for the picking. i fell into the arms of a waiting predator- is what i did. 2008. i woke up. actually, it was december 12, 2007, lol, bob barker's birthday. i can almost remember the time, it was around 4:30PM here. i knew my world had to change. i knew it was gunna change. i knew i had a little time. i had til feburary. it was one of those things i never thought would happen- but it did. i let fate make the final decision for me- and she did. one dream put an end to another dream. but when you chase a rainbow- sometimes you find skittles.
