dear feeling stupid again diary,
well, maybe i should go snort a line of prozac, i hate it when i get emotional. omfg i got that pain in my toe and it is shooting up to my twat fuck fuck fuck that will cure a bitch from whining EVERY DAMN TIME. seriously. it's gone now. man i hate that shit. it almost made me cry- but i was half teared up anyway. i am not unstable- my toe hurts sometimes- it gets that silly pain in it. i dunno what to think about the other matters of my heart. those matters are just as stupid and in my opinion- foul. long since they'da been over, and then i got dished and served- and it haunts me yet and to this coming weekend for something i truly did NOT deserve. i can do nothing but include it- there is no use to hide- i am NOT ashamed of my actions- it is only a mark against my pride. and to know he rides his moral stance to this very day- married still to CUNTFACE and living his adulterous ways, and to punish me for what i did- exposing what he is- and telling the court i harassed him- WHAT A BUNCH OF SHIT. i am so disappointed in myself especially- for having feelings for someone who could've treated ME the ways that he did- i am so thankful that we never had a kid. when i heard the ducks fly back north today- a sign winter is really over- i thought about layin in bed when they'd fly south with my head on his shoulder. he would tell me how by next spring we'd have a house of our own. time passes so quickly- it does- my kids are now grown.
well, maybe i should go snort a line of prozac, i hate it when i get emotional. omfg i got that pain in my toe and it is shooting up to my twat fuck fuck fuck that will cure a bitch from whining EVERY DAMN TIME. seriously. it's gone now. man i hate that shit. it almost made me cry- but i was half teared up anyway. i am not unstable- my toe hurts sometimes- it gets that silly pain in it. i dunno what to think about the other matters of my heart. those matters are just as stupid and in my opinion- foul. long since they'da been over, and then i got dished and served- and it haunts me yet and to this coming weekend for something i truly did NOT deserve. i can do nothing but include it- there is no use to hide- i am NOT ashamed of my actions- it is only a mark against my pride. and to know he rides his moral stance to this very day- married still to CUNTFACE and living his adulterous ways, and to punish me for what i did- exposing what he is- and telling the court i harassed him- WHAT A BUNCH OF SHIT. i am so disappointed in myself especially- for having feelings for someone who could've treated ME the ways that he did- i am so thankful that we never had a kid. when i heard the ducks fly back north today- a sign winter is really over- i thought about layin in bed when they'd fly south with my head on his shoulder. he would tell me how by next spring we'd have a house of our own. time passes so quickly- it does- my kids are now grown.
