dear visit with three thousand dollar friends diary,
finding myself at the lawyers office today, relaxing in the same chair i relaxed in before i was found guilty, it somehow felt different. even the view out the window looked different- like a puzzle you'd put together of a small town in the south- but i'd be driving through that puzzle in a few minutes- which doesn't seem possible really- but one of those tiny cars down there was mine. everything looks weird when you're up high looking out a clean glass window. i get kinda hypnotized. it is funny now that all the facts are out on the table- and i am guilty of such a stupid stupid crime- that any charges were even filed in the first place. everyone agrees- even the judge- but they were- i am- it was- and we are again going to court tomorrow. i do expect cuntface to be there. she wouldn't miss this event for anything in the world. i find myself excited.
finding myself at the lawyers office today, relaxing in the same chair i relaxed in before i was found guilty, it somehow felt different. even the view out the window looked different- like a puzzle you'd put together of a small town in the south- but i'd be driving through that puzzle in a few minutes- which doesn't seem possible really- but one of those tiny cars down there was mine. everything looks weird when you're up high looking out a clean glass window. i get kinda hypnotized. it is funny now that all the facts are out on the table- and i am guilty of such a stupid stupid crime- that any charges were even filed in the first place. everyone agrees- even the judge- but they were- i am- it was- and we are again going to court tomorrow. i do expect cuntface to be there. she wouldn't miss this event for anything in the world. i find myself excited.
