dear tonight was the only time i did diary,
i found myself daydreaming tonight about the strangest things- stuff i have made myself forget about- which made me think of other things i hate to think about but often do anyway- when my sexual frustrations are high- like they were when i was fucking around like a nasty whore would. i still don't understand what made me feel so good about myself- while i was participating in said behaviors- prolly just the fact that someone paid attention to me- cuz you know- you kinda have to pay attention to someone in order to use the fuck out of them. omg. i was dumb. what would be a good revenge? oh hail. oh fuck. let me sit here a second. gee whiz. i dunno. i think the best revenge has already been served- and i did not have my hand around it at all. poor guy has no length or girth- his penis is very small. that to me is revenge enough because no matter who that little fireman bitch is with- he played havoc with my life- but he sure cant fuck worth a shit.
i found myself daydreaming tonight about the strangest things- stuff i have made myself forget about- which made me think of other things i hate to think about but often do anyway- when my sexual frustrations are high- like they were when i was fucking around like a nasty whore would. i still don't understand what made me feel so good about myself- while i was participating in said behaviors- prolly just the fact that someone paid attention to me- cuz you know- you kinda have to pay attention to someone in order to use the fuck out of them. omg. i was dumb. what would be a good revenge? oh hail. oh fuck. let me sit here a second. gee whiz. i dunno. i think the best revenge has already been served- and i did not have my hand around it at all. poor guy has no length or girth- his penis is very small. that to me is revenge enough because no matter who that little fireman bitch is with- he played havoc with my life- but he sure cant fuck worth a shit.
