dear i shouldn't say anything about this diary,
whenever i talk (or write) about this subject- sometimes i feel quite guilty afterwards. i express everything, because i don't care, there is nothing worthy of remaining private any longer, but sometimes when i admit what i am about to admit- i feel bad for those around me who either- don't feel the same way- or never thought i ever get to feel this way, but like i said- i don't care. i woke up happy today- happy in my heart- happy in my mind- happy in my soul- and happy on the outside. i know why too. it was all the people i saw in my dream last night. this is my favorite time of year- well- this and september and early october. i like the beginning of the spring season when everything is new- but i also love the end of the summer- when everything packs up and gets ready for winter to come. my eyes like the spring- but my nose likes the fall. even tho there are the bad memories that still taint the fall along with the beautiful leaves- those memories will fade- but the leaves wont. besides- i am happy today and the leaves are brand new again. i will have new memories by the time these leaves fall.
whenever i talk (or write) about this subject- sometimes i feel quite guilty afterwards. i express everything, because i don't care, there is nothing worthy of remaining private any longer, but sometimes when i admit what i am about to admit- i feel bad for those around me who either- don't feel the same way- or never thought i ever get to feel this way, but like i said- i don't care. i woke up happy today- happy in my heart- happy in my mind- happy in my soul- and happy on the outside. i know why too. it was all the people i saw in my dream last night. this is my favorite time of year- well- this and september and early october. i like the beginning of the spring season when everything is new- but i also love the end of the summer- when everything packs up and gets ready for winter to come. my eyes like the spring- but my nose likes the fall. even tho there are the bad memories that still taint the fall along with the beautiful leaves- those memories will fade- but the leaves wont. besides- i am happy today and the leaves are brand new again. i will have new memories by the time these leaves fall.
