dear brightly viewed message diary,
the sun seems brighter on my porch than any other porch in my neighborhood. i often wonder if it is a message. i think i need to paint my toenails again, but i know that is certainly not the message from the sun- i am just sayin- they look like shit. my plants enjoy the sun out there on the porch and i am sure glad because i treated them like shit this winter. i was a bitch to my plants- my favorite one especially. i need slapped in the head for it. it still may not come out of it, but it has my permission. it ain't fucking died yet, so i don't think it has quite decided what to do. i pray over it nightly, ok every couple of three nights, and i feed it with food with funky numbers, and i watch for new growth, and it has some, but not what i would have hoped, and i feel bad. i feel sad, yet i feel glad it isn't brown. the message in the sun, i tear it open with my heart. i read it loud and clear- thanking someone i cant stand beer. if i were a drunk i could never understand why i crave these green beans like a wild man.
the sun seems brighter on my porch than any other porch in my neighborhood. i often wonder if it is a message. i think i need to paint my toenails again, but i know that is certainly not the message from the sun- i am just sayin- they look like shit. my plants enjoy the sun out there on the porch and i am sure glad because i treated them like shit this winter. i was a bitch to my plants- my favorite one especially. i need slapped in the head for it. it still may not come out of it, but it has my permission. it ain't fucking died yet, so i don't think it has quite decided what to do. i pray over it nightly, ok every couple of three nights, and i feed it with food with funky numbers, and i watch for new growth, and it has some, but not what i would have hoped, and i feel bad. i feel sad, yet i feel glad it isn't brown. the message in the sun, i tear it open with my heart. i read it loud and clear- thanking someone i cant stand beer. if i were a drunk i could never understand why i crave these green beans like a wild man.
