May 25, 2011

the hearing

dear library of congress diary,

i have written so many books that i hate even saying the word book and besides that,  nobody fucking reads books anyway. they hold them open and look at them and pretend to read them- just to look smart. fuck a book. who really reads anyway but people in prison and people who are sick. and really half the people in prison cant read til just before they get out or they're sick and then they don't wanta read. people just ain't got the attention spans like they used to. if the book dont open itself and suck a dude off- they ain't gunna buy it. i get bored halfway through writin a book because i put myself in the readers shoes and throw that bitch to the curb. snore town. if ever i would write again, which i wont, i would not write a book. books are stupid. i wont ever write again though. i am so done with writing. plus, i don't know how to spail or nothing. and my grammar. and sentence fragments. or whatever. i am certainly not cut out to right. i hate writing. i just think with my fingers so i can remember what i was just thinking about cause i forget sometimes what i am sayin.