dear i am doing alright diary,
but in order to do better, i must rest now. i know i just woke up, but i am afraid of what i will do if i stay awake and cant go crazy on you. last night i saw a set of steep metal stairs in my dream, i opened the door and almost fell down them it seemed- trying to run after you. i know that it's time for a cool change. it's kindof a special feeling when you're out on the sea alone- staring at the full moon like a lover. if there is one thing in my life that is missing, i do know what it is not. the cool change of time has brought everything that you could not. the crazy that i feel for you- has now drowned in the oceans of blue.
but in order to do better, i must rest now. i know i just woke up, but i am afraid of what i will do if i stay awake and cant go crazy on you. last night i saw a set of steep metal stairs in my dream, i opened the door and almost fell down them it seemed- trying to run after you. i know that it's time for a cool change. it's kindof a special feeling when you're out on the sea alone- staring at the full moon like a lover. if there is one thing in my life that is missing, i do know what it is not. the cool change of time has brought everything that you could not. the crazy that i feel for you- has now drowned in the oceans of blue.
