dear ima do it again diary,
i have to. i know i prolly should just say, 'well i gave it my best shot,' and be like enough is enough, but when have i ever done that? when? have you ever known me to toss in the towel? even if you don't know me at all- know this, I DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP. i'll beat a dead horse- and beat it and beat it and beat it some more. i think that is one of the top ten things i like most about me at the end of the day. i mean it gets on my nerves during the day sometimes- while i am beating on the horse and people are watching me with their eyes rolled back in their heads. but then when the horse gets up and i am riding it around town- the same horse that was dead ten minutes ago- that i was so busy BEATING ON- well- now THAT is a feeling i cant explain to you or anyone else. ima saddle up and swing again.
i have to. i know i prolly should just say, 'well i gave it my best shot,' and be like enough is enough, but when have i ever done that? when? have you ever known me to toss in the towel? even if you don't know me at all- know this, I DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP. i'll beat a dead horse- and beat it and beat it and beat it some more. i think that is one of the top ten things i like most about me at the end of the day. i mean it gets on my nerves during the day sometimes- while i am beating on the horse and people are watching me with their eyes rolled back in their heads. but then when the horse gets up and i am riding it around town- the same horse that was dead ten minutes ago- that i was so busy BEATING ON- well- now THAT is a feeling i cant explain to you or anyone else. ima saddle up and swing again.
