dear little faint noises diary,
sometimes when it is really super quiet in my house, which believe me when i tell you- ain't often- but on those rare fucking occasions it is- it ain't for me. i always hear something in my head- always. i used to not, but i do now and sometimes it drives me crazy. even under water i can hear the noise- so i know it is in my head. sometimes it is a simple tone- just a soft beep- like right now that is what it is. but when i get really tired, sometimes the noise turns into a basketball game on an AM radio- where i can hear the shoes squeaking on the court and whistles blowing and the ball slamming on the backboard- and fans cheering- but then all of a sudden the announcers start leading me on like its the football game- i can hear the words endzone and touchdown and sideline- and then the shoes start squeaking again and the ball is bouncing and then- a commercial on the AM radio. then the static takes over and i guess i fall asleep. i like it better when i hear eddie rabbit, but that usually only happens when i turn on my cd player.
sometimes when it is really super quiet in my house, which believe me when i tell you- ain't often- but on those rare fucking occasions it is- it ain't for me. i always hear something in my head- always. i used to not, but i do now and sometimes it drives me crazy. even under water i can hear the noise- so i know it is in my head. sometimes it is a simple tone- just a soft beep- like right now that is what it is. but when i get really tired, sometimes the noise turns into a basketball game on an AM radio- where i can hear the shoes squeaking on the court and whistles blowing and the ball slamming on the backboard- and fans cheering- but then all of a sudden the announcers start leading me on like its the football game- i can hear the words endzone and touchdown and sideline- and then the shoes start squeaking again and the ball is bouncing and then- a commercial on the AM radio. then the static takes over and i guess i fall asleep. i like it better when i hear eddie rabbit, but that usually only happens when i turn on my cd player.
