tied up hands

dear bound and tied diary,

i will be shackled,
i will be bound,
i may be tied to the ground.
but you will not hold me.

i may be chained,
i may be tied,
i may be forever condemned to cry,
but you will not be the one who lies to me.

i may bring to others joy,
i may be another's toy,
there are still many i will annoy,
but my smile will never be directed towards you.

i once gave you my heart,
but you tore it apart,
i thought for a moment i could forgive you.
til i saw in your eyes,
you ARE that guy,
and i really do....
need to hate you.

but never more than cuntface.
(sigh of relief)