trixiethepirate

dear leaning towards a discovery diary,

whenever i think i am on to something- i hurry up and go to bed. i fear i will find a breakthrough and change the way everything is- and not just for me either- for everyone- so i hurry up and go to bed so when i wake up- it will all be stupid again and i will feel safe and secure. now hang on, i ain't saying i am smart. what i am saying is sometimes i accidentally stumble upon great coincidences that are left unnoticed and unsorted- and when directed to the right spot- just make more sense. i've been cheated a lot throughout my life, prolly everyone feels they have, but i have also been given so many rewards. i always wondered if those rewards were the cause of the shortcomings. if they were, then maybe that would be fair- but i should have known they were coming. but i do now- ah ha. i am the author of my own treasure map, this is true. but there are many red "X's" marked clearly for me to view. whether i return to the treasures someday- well- that is something i have the ability to do, but sometimes wealth is not always held within the treasure- and that should be my first clue.