dear first day of not eating diary,
ima starve today. it wont be pretty. i gotta do something. i feel huge. fucking big as a whale. oink oink. moo moo. my jeans still fit and fall down, but apparently that don't mean shit. i feel thick and i don't like it. ima do something different and fast- starting today after i go to mcdonalds. no wait. i am not going to mcdonalds- i don't know why i said that. i never go there unless it is 4AM. on tuesday's, my weakness is la gondola's. damn them. not today. not for a month. i am on a diet. no pop either. water and juice only for my blubber ass. i am seriously considering drastic measures. i can eat cream of wheat and watermelon and mushmelon and strawberries for a week. i can treat myself with a popsicle and be cool as a cucumber. i don't care what that scale says, i feel the shit. sign me up. ima hit the cream of wheat heavy.
ima starve today. it wont be pretty. i gotta do something. i feel huge. fucking big as a whale. oink oink. moo moo. my jeans still fit and fall down, but apparently that don't mean shit. i feel thick and i don't like it. ima do something different and fast- starting today after i go to mcdonalds. no wait. i am not going to mcdonalds- i don't know why i said that. i never go there unless it is 4AM. on tuesday's, my weakness is la gondola's. damn them. not today. not for a month. i am on a diet. no pop either. water and juice only for my blubber ass. i am seriously considering drastic measures. i can eat cream of wheat and watermelon and mushmelon and strawberries for a week. i can treat myself with a popsicle and be cool as a cucumber. i don't care what that scale says, i feel the shit. sign me up. ima hit the cream of wheat heavy.
