dear my arm hurts now diary,
last year i didn't put the screen in the front door because becky was still little and i had faith she would learn to better listen yet AND SHE DID! i mean- she still has her moments- but there are so few it is hard to actually tell when they are until after they are over. last year at this time we were still learning the basic concept of, 'no honey,' and, 'you better quit that or ima get that belly,' which she still responds to with so much love. fucking i love to smash my face in the underside of her carriage and do the motor boat. it makes her laugh. she is a baby. when i put baby powder on her she smells just like an infant and i just love to snuggle with her when she is all snugly and gooey with lovins- which is generally anytime of the day. even when you snatch her up and take her to bed against her will- she'll change her mind after a minute and you can let her go and tell her, "ok becky, you can go iffin you want to," but guess what.... she wont leave. she wont. she will let out a little grunt sigh and let you know- YOU WON.
last year i didn't put the screen in the front door because becky was still little and i had faith she would learn to better listen yet AND SHE DID! i mean- she still has her moments- but there are so few it is hard to actually tell when they are until after they are over. last year at this time we were still learning the basic concept of, 'no honey,' and, 'you better quit that or ima get that belly,' which she still responds to with so much love. fucking i love to smash my face in the underside of her carriage and do the motor boat. it makes her laugh. she is a baby. when i put baby powder on her she smells just like an infant and i just love to snuggle with her when she is all snugly and gooey with lovins- which is generally anytime of the day. even when you snatch her up and take her to bed against her will- she'll change her mind after a minute and you can let her go and tell her, "ok becky, you can go iffin you want to," but guess what.... she wont leave. she wont. she will let out a little grunt sigh and let you know- YOU WON.
