dear i don't feel the way i always feel diary,
hello. looking for me? i've been napping. i slept so dammed good it ain't even funny. i see the street got wet. so that means it rained. that's gunna make my tomatoes grow. you know i have them now. but they are tiny green bitches that i wouldn't dare pick. i like fried green tomatoes at the end of the season, don't you dare touch one before i've had a red one or i just might have to kill someone. i saw a toddler today. my heart started to get excited. before long it will be me holding the hand of a child and strolling down the street. well except i wont be walking down the road like some homeless tramp with my toddler. i often wonder if i should have had another baby and then i thought today how maybe i didn't so i could better help out with this child. i hope they do rely on me. i remember how i always wished i could have had my mom to help me with the little shits when i brought them home. i never got any sleep and still don't.
hello. looking for me? i've been napping. i slept so dammed good it ain't even funny. i see the street got wet. so that means it rained. that's gunna make my tomatoes grow. you know i have them now. but they are tiny green bitches that i wouldn't dare pick. i like fried green tomatoes at the end of the season, don't you dare touch one before i've had a red one or i just might have to kill someone. i saw a toddler today. my heart started to get excited. before long it will be me holding the hand of a child and strolling down the street. well except i wont be walking down the road like some homeless tramp with my toddler. i often wonder if i should have had another baby and then i thought today how maybe i didn't so i could better help out with this child. i hope they do rely on me. i remember how i always wished i could have had my mom to help me with the little shits when i brought them home. i never got any sleep and still don't.
