dear ratchet in my hatchet diary,
well. undeniably i could spiral up and find out why others are going down. i'm happy to say that i don't feel that way. i am comfortable with the knowledge i have and don't look for more everyday. because when i learn it hurts my head and causes me much pain, sometimes it just is not worth changing what you already know- for it could be wrong- the new stuff you're trying to put there and all. it is so hard to make sense of things when you cant understand, just like it used to me hard for me to wear any other brand of jeans other than true religions, but i've packed them away in a box downstairs, and i am ultra positive nobody cares. my point being- i love my jeans, but i am making myself wear other things.
well. undeniably i could spiral up and find out why others are going down. i'm happy to say that i don't feel that way. i am comfortable with the knowledge i have and don't look for more everyday. because when i learn it hurts my head and causes me much pain, sometimes it just is not worth changing what you already know- for it could be wrong- the new stuff you're trying to put there and all. it is so hard to make sense of things when you cant understand, just like it used to me hard for me to wear any other brand of jeans other than true religions, but i've packed them away in a box downstairs, and i am ultra positive nobody cares. my point being- i love my jeans, but i am making myself wear other things.
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