June 24, 2011

know me yet bitch?

dear done is not dead diary,

people are fucking strange. and they crack me up. but that is just the bonus. i let the most hated despised individual(s) into the deepest most private thoughts and inner conversations i have inside my head and i do this why? i have many reasons, but the main one, the one that soars above pretty much all others, i want everyone to see what actually goes on inside an empty whore's head. it is important and a vast undertaking, collecting these thoughts and organizing them and reorganizing them just so. but they all have to start somewhere and usually that is the end and that's why i say 'done' is different than 'dead.' when relationships end sometimes people grieve and it can feel like a death, but death is different than done in ways. in death there is no looking on facebook and when you're done you just part ways.