dear all the stuff i need diary,
oh my gawd. all i could think about was hawking up a big greenie as i walked by the rolling hot dogs at the gas station, but i could NOT do it. i've seen people actually eat those things. but they are all open in the air and shit- you know people do that if i wanted to. i'm ashamed, but just a tiny bit, i've never had the urge to do that before, but i could see the fat ass hero cramming one in his mouth for some reason and it struck me right then. i went so far as to suck a big greenie spit wad up in my throat- still- i couldn't do it. twenty years ago- ida done it, then stood around and waited JUST TO SEE WHO BOUGHT ONE, but now- couldn't do it- couldn't fucking do it. i coulda fucking done it though- had my life depended on it- but it didn't. i hope it never does either because i will spit a greenie on any weenie to save my life.
oh my gawd. all i could think about was hawking up a big greenie as i walked by the rolling hot dogs at the gas station, but i could NOT do it. i've seen people actually eat those things. but they are all open in the air and shit- you know people do that if i wanted to. i'm ashamed, but just a tiny bit, i've never had the urge to do that before, but i could see the fat ass hero cramming one in his mouth for some reason and it struck me right then. i went so far as to suck a big greenie spit wad up in my throat- still- i couldn't do it. twenty years ago- ida done it, then stood around and waited JUST TO SEE WHO BOUGHT ONE, but now- couldn't do it- couldn't fucking do it. i coulda fucking done it though- had my life depended on it- but it didn't. i hope it never does either because i will spit a greenie on any weenie to save my life.
