June 18, 2011

a new development

dear recall this diary,

when it starts to lightning outside, i always imagine that the paparazzi are outside taking pictures of my house trying to get me to come out. i've been around a bunch of flashes and it makes me almost pass out. like, if i was the octomom or if i'd done something to make people follow me around- oh shit- it wouldn't be good- i'll tell you that right now. they'd be snappin some dumbass pictures of me. and have you heard how many times the word "whore" has been on tv lately? i didn't know that was an approved word even. that tv, always sending me messages. whenever i get stressed out i try and figure out why. i try and get to the root of the matter. if someone was following me around taking pictures 24/7 like the movie stars have done to them, well it would be pretty hard to get to the root of anything, even to just be followed around. oh well get fucking used to it. i'm not spending the money.