dear in or out diary,
i ain't sure what will become of it all when it finally does comes to an end, but i wait for the papers to come to tell me when. i could go on like this for at least thirty more years, and it would be so much easier if i too could drown myself in the beers. it has been in your face the whole time- it wasn't me that crossed the line. i cross it now because i can, i cross it now because i am, i cross it now to make myself understand, i will never be taken advantage of again. not like that- not by a 'man.' and was that dude really even a man? i mean with such soft skin and beautifully manicured hands. he liked it when i fucked his ass, that should have been the first clue i guess.
i ain't sure what will become of it all when it finally does comes to an end, but i wait for the papers to come to tell me when. i could go on like this for at least thirty more years, and it would be so much easier if i too could drown myself in the beers. it has been in your face the whole time- it wasn't me that crossed the line. i cross it now because i can, i cross it now because i am, i cross it now to make myself understand, i will never be taken advantage of again. not like that- not by a 'man.' and was that dude really even a man? i mean with such soft skin and beautifully manicured hands. he liked it when i fucked his ass, that should have been the first clue i guess.
