June 18, 2011

scratch my legs

dear four fingers and a thumb diary,

seriously, i am for real. i bruise like a banana. this is true. but i can deal with that. here's what i cant deal with. bruise interpreters. i don't know and have never met any expert in bruises or the reading of bruises. but when i get what appears to be a four finger one thumb bruise on my upper thigh- it ain't from fuckin. my customers are very gentle, first of all, and just because i get those exact patterns of bruising all the time, (three or four times a month) doesn't necessarily mean someone is lifting me above their head for kinky oral sex- now does it? i mean it could very well be it's some power position play in the bed or even a struggle in a wooded area against a tree. but fuckin? it doesn't always have to be about the fuckin.