June 12, 2011

some people hate dolphins

dear if the days were nights diary,

i am a whore and you can help me decide a few other things. meth was discovered by a japanese scientist dude before wwII, but these days my nights compress down onto the days like an awesome piston on its down stroke. i know what you are thinking and my nights do swallow my days, but i am not a tweeker. ima seeker. i get off on watching people who tweek. lots of material there. how do you know when you are doing the right thing? well, the people around you are generally happy and i say thank you alot. what does it feel like to be free? well, it feels like it does to be me- i guess. when you find yourself- you find a sortof intimacy- the kind of relationship that can really go the distance. you can see yourself so clearly, saying often outloud as i do, "this is what i should have done and this is when i should have done it." don't have this conversation the moment after it has passed the time to have it. the time is now. now, when it is fully loaded and the safety is off and the spear gun is pointed directly at the tweeking target- who is not of asian descent. a chippendale or a chipmunk is who you'll end up with. and both will keep you fully entertained- even without the drugs.