dear excuse me diary,
plenty of things have happened between now and then, i know because i was there. at the time it was all going on though, i had no clue as to what was happening to me or to my family- even though i was there. my point now will be, just because you are there doesn't mean you'll always get to know. looking back, it's easy to see isn't it. i don't feel bad, i feel horrible. my story hasn't changed. but my feelings have- thank goodness. i no longer carry the weight of the world- i carry the weight of my own pain and i do still hurt. i have high doubts that i will ever forgive myself for getting involved with someone who wouldn't let me go.
plenty of things have happened between now and then, i know because i was there. at the time it was all going on though, i had no clue as to what was happening to me or to my family- even though i was there. my point now will be, just because you are there doesn't mean you'll always get to know. looking back, it's easy to see isn't it. i don't feel bad, i feel horrible. my story hasn't changed. but my feelings have- thank goodness. i no longer carry the weight of the world- i carry the weight of my own pain and i do still hurt. i have high doubts that i will ever forgive myself for getting involved with someone who wouldn't let me go.
