July 23, 2011

ground up lamb meat- for dinner

dear sink in or put the pink in diary,

don't mind me, i'll use my own nose to sniff this shit out. i've been so angry at myself and tonight i finally got to say what i meant to say. i think the old fucker understood. i told him that when he wakes up and cant find me to keep looking for me because he found me the first time- he can find me again and i'll wait for him always. i will wait. i'm like that. i can wait for a long time if i really love you. and i do so very much love him.
blowing the eyeballs out of his head