dear for thirty seconds diary,
if you sit back and look at it, when will you be able to see the rest of the picture? i've seen it for quite some time now, but some people refuse to open the mini-blind and look outside. honestly the more i think about it- that one thing i'd rather have- is curtains. i like the old pull down shades that darken the room, but i can never fuckin get them to roll back up right. then i get all pissed off and then they break. they don't make them like they used to and once them fuckers been in a window for "x" amount of years- they fall afuckingpart anyway, the brittle mother fuckers, so i don't use them anymore. but i do miss them. another thing i really miss is the metal mini-blinds with the cloth and string pulls. every window in my old house had those and i shoulda took them bitches when i left is what i shoulda done. ripping a page from the memory book will do no good if the page just falls out when you go to start tearing. scotch tape can help repair a page of a book, but not the whole spine. just sayin.
