dear tossing in the towel diary,
that pretty much says it all. not guilty. but i was guilty. i'll never forget that day. i think in some way, some fucked up way, for me, that is what makes it all okay. it was an accident. i don't think her death happened on purpose. i don't know how or why that baby's body was treated like it was- and it is a shame that it was. but does it change how she died? not for me. i think it is wrong and disgusting to cremate human remains and burning up bones of loved ones should be against the law. that's SICK. i saw on 60 minutes where monks who die get put in the earth and then their skulls get dug back up and put with all the other dead monk skulls and they all look forward to this. i dunno what happened, i wasn't there. but i've seen the justice system break down before and what happened today does not surprise me. so in my heart i will choose to hang on to the hope that it was an accident and know i would never cremate anyone i love.
that pretty much says it all. not guilty. but i was guilty. i'll never forget that day. i think in some way, some fucked up way, for me, that is what makes it all okay. it was an accident. i don't think her death happened on purpose. i don't know how or why that baby's body was treated like it was- and it is a shame that it was. but does it change how she died? not for me. i think it is wrong and disgusting to cremate human remains and burning up bones of loved ones should be against the law. that's SICK. i saw on 60 minutes where monks who die get put in the earth and then their skulls get dug back up and put with all the other dead monk skulls and they all look forward to this. i dunno what happened, i wasn't there. but i've seen the justice system break down before and what happened today does not surprise me. so in my heart i will choose to hang on to the hope that it was an accident and know i would never cremate anyone i love.
