dear pondering the rest of the day diary,
i've had so much to think about today. i was super mind fucked all day. wearing some body's shoes that aren't mine is not something i could get used to. i feel bad though i really do, especially since i found out today that i wore the stupid shoes once for a really long time and didn't know. that hurt- i am not gunna lie. it hurt because i knew- even back then i knew- but now i know- even though back then- like i said- I SWEAR I DID KNOW- i just wouldn't believe it. i learned my lesson and i thought anyone in their right mind would, but naw, some of us are still trolling. CURRENTLY, well as of july 25th, willfire (aka decaturfireman aka the hero) was turned down flat for extramarital sex. how disappointing for him. he must have gotten the ALL CLEAR from CUNTFACE, because i know he wouldn't step outside his sacred marriage and risk everything again- or think about having to get yet OTHER ORDER OF PROTECTIONS against other various women in different COUNTIES and shit. LMAO.
