dear big boy bed diary,
it wasn't my idea to move the crib out of here, to take it away from the angel babies is cruel- i think- they've been had it now for two years. becky especially loves to sleep in there and the grump, he will sleep anywhere that has a fluffy blanket or a warm body to snuggle next to. changing things is sometimes difficult for me to accept- especially when i didn't see it coming again. i didn't think they were ready for a big boy bed yet- and becky- she's a girl. sometimes it feels like when someone wants to change something- to me it's because they aren't happy- like they want something more or different. that is what hurts me because sometimes i think i am happy and then things change really fast without my knowledge. damn.
