dear feeling good today diary,
i know i'm prolly supposed to be all sad and in remembrance mode for our country, but honestly- i do that every time i go to the airport and see people reading the newspapers and drinking their coffees before they board their flights. i think about how normal everything was for them that morning before their planes took off. i went to lowe's ten years ago today and got a faucet for the bathroom sink. i know where i was at. that was an image the cashier and i will forever have and we made a bond as we stood and held each other in a way i hope every american had the the opportunity to be held and comforted. now, ten years later- seeing all the shit we've endured as a country because of what happened, i realize we've gotten much wiser, but we've also gotten much colder too. nobody gives an inch anymore and there is hardly room for laughter. everything is so serious now- it makes it so much harder to be funny.
i know i'm prolly supposed to be all sad and in remembrance mode for our country, but honestly- i do that every time i go to the airport and see people reading the newspapers and drinking their coffees before they board their flights. i think about how normal everything was for them that morning before their planes took off. i went to lowe's ten years ago today and got a faucet for the bathroom sink. i know where i was at. that was an image the cashier and i will forever have and we made a bond as we stood and held each other in a way i hope every american had the the opportunity to be held and comforted. now, ten years later- seeing all the shit we've endured as a country because of what happened, i realize we've gotten much wiser, but we've also gotten much colder too. nobody gives an inch anymore and there is hardly room for laughter. everything is so serious now- it makes it so much harder to be funny.
